its hurt to let go someone who u use to love them before...before its continue hurting you better you walk out of the life rather then stay to make u more hurt...
after telling the truth.. its like finally...
but i feel the hurt...
the hurts which i cant figure out...
but to let your love ones go will make u free...
free from hurting yourself...
free from everything...
but its not going to feel easy as u have to hear which people will criticise you...
but not much worry.. one day... they will shut their mouth once they are tired...
and im tired of holding into something which it is sharp and keep bleeding...
not to hurt me further... i have to let it go...
and not because of anybody but dis is my decision...
and have some respect for the elders...
mom noes me the best..
the best for your future...
the best in me...
and dun ever say "dat is your mum"
and dat show dats u dun have respect for her....
syurga terletak di tapak kaki ibu...
and im obeying her....
i still have respect for her...
nothing u do now will gain her trust anymore....
even how u going to redeem it....
u use to close with them...
they noe nothing about what u said to me..
till one day the truth reveal...
and also...
somebody come to ask abt me...
in less then two years...
im sorie i just cant go on further...
hope u will respect my decision...
lets go seperate ways....
i noe we did promise...
but after considering what u have told me off makes me think about my future...
now u tell me all those words..
wat if one day we are married... easily u told me off...
is it fair for me??
or am i being tooo soft hearted??
another thing about u is...
entahlah...
i shouldnt say it... coz its disrespect...
but no matter what...
i use to love you but my feeling fade away which explain now i have to let it go....
ill promise to pay you back what i owe u...
whatever happen hope we still can be friends...
