i think i make a mess in my life...
a big big mess which i cant describes...

currently in the library alone... all alone by myself...
decided to went out although its getting late..
not much nag from ibu...
got lappy from bro...
and i got hook with physcology book lately...
and read and read and read...
not all book that attracts me some of dem get me hang of it...
am i really into this??
ouh my...
let times tell us...

some updates...
i dunnoe what im trying to do in this life...
just i need to hang on it...
be more patient insyaallah will overcome everything soon...
hope that soon...

kae2 got to go back to work as i need to complete some typing...

she told the story ... 18:16

are all guys desperate??

thats make mw thinking haha..
not going to explain to detail...
let it be a secret...
jeng jeng jeng....

she told the story ... 00:20

been days not update...

alhamdulilah i was call for an interview...
shouldnt go more as i dunnoe weather im selected or not khehe...

life have been difficult i think since last post...
as usual ups and down...

but am happy that i still had my love ones by my side...
mum, dad, miss J, misseazie

i dunnoe wats in my mind rite now.. lots of thinks have been thinking and misseazie realise that ive been daydreaming alot lately... *she realise yest when i was out with her*
ntahlah byk sangat perkara aku fikir...

klah think thats for now... let me be for who i am...
and i really wish.. dat i could start a new life with a new me and run away from those people...
time to independent....

she told the story ... 11:02

hey yeah.. ive starting mia.. coz now its like to many things to blog.. haha...

kae nothing much to update...

just dat... ive topple my life....

haiz... just wait and see lah...

im tired and exhausted of everything aready... haha

dats all for now...

think so haha...

wanna sleep!! tired aready lor!!!

muahaha

she told the story ... 23:28

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
to all mothers out there...
and also to my granny who is currently not in singapore...
also to my mother!!!
shes the great bestfren of mine!!...
im happy to have her and to share everything with her...

yeah..
we had early celebration dat is on friday...

here are some of the pics dat i took...

she told the story ... 12:56

its been hard to make decision in 2 weeks time...

i noe it was too sudden...

but i have no choice but to make decision...

im sorie....

its hard for me to let u go...

but its hurt to hold on you...

and it makes me heart broken...

hope i will get rid over...

still can we be friends??

i noe dat wont be possble but its my fault...

 

she told the story ... 20:23

why i feel so sad of sudden???
sad because im happy
or sad because dat i just throw him like dat??
but watever happen....
new chapter of life....

yeah im starting a new chapter of life...
everything new of me...
and i dunnoe till when this can lead...
hope it is forever....
not to worry i still have the love ones ard me....

yeah... aqilah a strong will person....
it wont let me down watever happen....
yeah...
in few days time insyaallah all will recover...
insyaallah...

she told the story ... 11:09

its hurt to let go someone who u use to love them before...

before its continue hurting you better you walk out of the life rather then stay to make u more hurt...

after telling the truth.. its like finally...

but i feel the hurt...

the hurts which i cant figure out...

but to let your love ones go will make u free...

free from hurting yourself...

free from everything...

but its not going to feel easy as u have to hear which people will criticise you...

but not much worry.. one day... they will shut their mouth once they are tired...

and im tired of holding into something which it is sharp and keep bleeding...

not to hurt me further... i have to let it go...

and not because of anybody but dis is my decision...

and have some respect for the elders...

mom noes me the best.. 

the best for your future...

the best in me...

and dun ever say "dat is your mum"

and dat show dats u dun have respect for her....

syurga terletak di tapak kaki ibu...

and im obeying her....

i still have respect for her...

nothing u do now will gain her trust anymore....

even how u going to redeem it....

u use to close with them... 

they noe nothing about what u said to me.. 

till one day the truth reveal...

and also...

somebody come to ask abt me...

in less then two years...

im sorie i just cant go on further...

hope u will respect my decision...

lets go seperate ways....

i noe we did promise...

but after considering what u have told me off makes me think about my future...

now u tell me all those words.. 

wat if one day we are married... easily u told me off...

is it fair for me??

or am i being tooo soft hearted??

another thing about u is...

entahlah... 

i shouldnt say it... coz its disrespect...

but no matter what...

 i use to love you but my feeling fade away which explain now i have to let it go....

ill promise to pay you back what i owe u...

whatever happen hope we still can be friends...

she told the story ... 13:14

tell u something.. everyone who is around me when i let dem listen to CUBA for the first time addict sia... like me... hahahaha.....

just waiting for the right time....

once out will be the decision day....

she told the story ... 01:13

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Labels: taylor swift

she told the story ... 00:41

what should i feel now??

ntah lah.. 

to let him go... is it my fault 

or just let it stay... things will be worse in future

Ya Allah tunjuk kanlah jawapan nyer...

im getting hook.. but i noe wat im doing is wrong...

all the decision in my hand...

wat if....

should i let him go??

but i noe not now.. please...

argh!!

i receive a fone call just now...

and it make me thinking till now...

what should dat suppose to mean??

it makes me uneasy...

and i have to wait for everything tomorrow....

argh!!

please make me strong...

as strong i can be to make the right decision...

feel like crying....

should i walk out while the situation is not right??

should i walk out coz just dat i got the perfect person??

should i???

i really got all this mix feeling....

i feel guilty...

but i dun feel love bond with him.. ive tried about 1yr plus but simce after an incident early of this year something make me change my heart...

i need someone who can respect me....

 

she told the story ... 23:26

is your heart change suddenly or u make use of it??

entahlah....

people change am i right??

sooner or later i have to tell the truth....

its difficult but i have to....

but where should i start??

or should i wait till 1 more month??

what should i do???

had fun today.. walaupun penat...

haha

this idiot forget to bring the important thing if u are out....

haha

kae.. although took public, we almost cover some areas....

hes totally a sincere person...

ahh... now im tired think till here... ders another part of tommorrow...

dunnoe weather my mum going to nag or not...

hopefully not...

haha.. take care....

she told the story ... 00:05

was given Nur Aqilah and can call me any convenient name...
easy going.. friendly.. love outdoor..
dats for now... :)

~ flip flop/crocs
~ i want my license
~ crumpler bag

SHUHADAH
ATIQAH
AIZAT
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