Thursday, April 30, 2009
dan engkau...
tiba-tiba sahaja kan...
tak sangka...
tapi walaupun engkau bergitu baik kepada aku, aku tkkan mudah percaya dengan mu...
hari ini hari khamis genap seminggu...
dan siapa yang bertahta dihatiku??
entahlah...
biar dengan sendirinya dia datang mencari ku...
penat aku mencari jawapannya...
satu hari nanti....
semua akan terbongkar....
hope it miteb first and last..
she told
the story ...
02:05
kenapa sekarang...
kenapa tak dahulu semasa kau meluahkan kata-kata itu...
tidak mungkin kerana dia...
pernah suatu masa hati aku hancur kerana luahan dan kata2 mu itu...
aku kuat kan diri...
memberi engkau sekali lagi peluang...
pernah kah engkau mengunakan peluang itu??
hari demi hari, detik demi detik...
cinta ku untuk mu runtuh...
pernah kah engkau terfikir untuk bertanyakan kepadaku...
semurah itu kah aku kepada engkau??
nampak ajer aku senang memaafkan engkau tapi luka-luka di hatiku tingalkan kesan yang dalam...
aku diam selama ini..
tak pernah meluahkannya kepada sesiapa...
aku tahu, kenapa sekarang...
siapa aku dihatimu??
aku boleh agak jawapan mu...
adakah itu ikhlas??
tak semudah itu engkau menjangkakan...
engkau lain tk seperti yang lain...
entah kenapa mesti sekarang...
terima kasih atas segalanya...
dan pengorbanan yang telah engkau lakukan...
bukan sekarang satu saat nanti....
she told
the story ...
01:51
Cuba kau dengar
cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu
Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati
Dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa
Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu
Cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu
Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
dalam diri
Dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa
Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu
Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku
Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamuLabels: FAIZAL TAHIR
she told
the story ...
01:37
Monday, April 27, 2009
im not sleeping yet for now....
got mixture of feeling....
nah not now to tell soon i think...
saturday....
fun.. doubt so...
tuition for 1h30min at hougang...
mit Dear at vivo and he was super late and i was not in the good mood with him instead i just treat him the way im suppose...go along with the flow...
his family had bbq at labrador park and invited e so just come along...
from 4pm till 10pm i think....
oklah bbq kan so wat do u expect...
nothing much indeed....
sunday....
was sleeping till 10 am... stomach pain due to going to toilet and also hungry....
eat super late breakfast and had my lunch together ard 2.30pm....
dats was the rice for the day....
den afternoon, was on the fone with miss.J all the way till she decide to came over my place...
so mit her at cwp as ibu need to buy somethings and went to woodlands lama to buy a fish... goldfish....
den went to S11 to have an afternoon tea...[by the time it was 6plus haha] can consider as dinner seh....
we had spring chicken and bbg wing... supper delicious... yum yum.. haha
den head back to home...
wait for 'P.F' to call and he make 3 calls before he go to sleep...
first two calls was at work and the last call is at home...
and here i am blogging....
and tell u liltle dirty secret.....
im waiting for tommorrow.. i mean today..
going out at later part of today haha....
excited giler babe.. hahaha....
kae2 wanna go to bed nanti nak kluar ngantok giler...
haha... tc.. guddy nite....
she told
the story ...
01:34
Sunday, April 26, 2009
yesterday was fun but looking forward for tommorrow....
jeng jeng jeng....
she told
the story ...
20:33
Saturday, April 25, 2009
its not a waste to share ur feeling with somebody espeacially when u are in guilt...
told Lil Bro abt my situation, indeed he told me the truth lah seh.. and yar i did told him the real situation and he say he noe he noe...
yar yar yar...
kan dik kan.. haha...
thanx adik for listening and sharing...
i love it man..
ouh not forgeting miss.J... shes the first person to noe....
atlast the feeling get rid.. haha
waiting for this 'P.F piggy back man' to call but... haha
think he was too tired as he need to report to work as early as 2am....
haha kae wired kan tiba2 i tell abt someone.. haha
kae die tk important...
important is i need a secure job noe!!!
any lobang????
haha...
dik.. i wanna go out on mon how?? any suggestion?? should i??
kae should be sleeping now... bsk tuition lah seh....
eh salah i mean later at 11a.m.... but must awake by 9 if i dun wan to be late as it is at hougang....
and yar....
hp gue... line kene ptg.... haha kesian... but no worries will pay asap...
kesian kpd sape2 yg ingin mengontek saya tk dpt....
eh mcm first time type blog in malay...
kae2 its campur....
dahlah nak tdo!!! guddy nite....
p.s to 'P.F piggy man'... waiting....
she told
the story ...
01:49
Friday, April 24, 2009
i think im going nuts!!!!!!
ouh god!!!!!!!
ya allah ya tuhan ku.. terang kan hati hamba allah mu ini...
yar something happen...
some people say "dun play with fire!!"
argh.. i really hate the feeling....
she told
the story ...
14:40
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
do we have choice in life??
The purpose of life is to fight maturity.
is it true??
Life is something that everyone should try at least once.
The secret of a good life is to have the right loyalties and hold them in the right scale of values.
.....y do i have a sudden feeling of missing people....
i miss...
....Lil Fren
....A.C.C
....Azriba
....Lil Cuzzie
miss chatting and laughing with dem...
You are my best friend through thick and thin. When
You reach for my hand you touch my heart. You are
The bestest friend that i can have.
You are there for me when i need you the most. You
Cheer me up when i am down. If i am about to cry u
Make me smile. You are my bestest friend and i can
Not lie.
You listen to me and give me advice, advice that comes
Straight from the bottom of your precious heart. You are
My best friend in the whole wide world and i couldn't ask
God for a little bit more.
We are going to grow older, and things will change but our
Friendship will forever still remain. I'll make new friends but
That won't change because you will always be my best friend.
I'd like to mean as much to you as you mean to me. I'd like to
Be some help to you as you have been to me. I'd like to know
That as we grow old our lives will change but that our
Friendship will still remain.
Me and you will never be apart maybe in distance but never in
Heart for our friendship is way to strong to let it go off
just like
No matter what life has destined for us
I know that our friendship will never die.
she told
the story ...
23:51
"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on."
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
"I love life because what more is there."
"Hold my hand and I'll take you there, somehow, someday, somewhere."
"I would rather have one smell of his hair or one touch of his hand than an eternity without it."
"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."
"Even though you're not here and nowhere to be found, my heart says you're still here and everywhere to be found.
So, here I am, all by myself, thinking of you - no one else. There's a feeling inside and as hard as I try, it just won't go away."
"If I was blind, you would make me see. If I was deaf, you would make me hear; and if I was dumb, a word would come out of the boundaries of my lips.
Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.
A true friend walks in when the whole world walks out.
and will walk the long way ."
Labels: the inspiration
she told
the story ...
01:36
hey im here.... nyahahaha....
ermm nothing much just dat entah lah kan...
wanna talk to the people dat i use to talk with but its like going far....
where are u??
and how r u??
hope u are doing well der...
i realy miss ur voice...
wonder if u are free on saturday...
wanna ask u out coz i noe i owe u one...
another thing...
i dunnoe where this is leading to...
i mean left a mth away and i scared dat it wont happen...
ouh gosh...
a.c.c..... r u der?? u mad at me??
ermmm... yar i left with u.. but u also busy with school and family...
i miss hang out with u..
when will it be??
next time round my treat wokaes...
ouh yar...
monitor spoil for the second time and i guess dis time cant be use...
searching for a new one tomorrow...
yeaps...
Dear....
at times when i to think again what u said before is true...
do i have only u??
yeah.. but spending time with u is the most wonderful thing...
do i have other option like frens??
am i a bad person to have friends ard??
most of my times now i spend with is my liltle gemok...
and my tuition and my dearest Dear...
kan Dear kan....
can i have a picnic this saturday??
watching the sunset with u is the thing dat i really appreciate it most of all...
having ur love is one of the thing dat make me feel secure..
and having u by my side is just like im the happiest person in the world...
ermmm....
not only u Dear...
but having my liltle gemok makes my day....
having him makes me feels appreciated....
hes my everything to me...
and having my family by my side is the greatest thing ever....
aqilah mlm nie mcm emo jer.. hahahaha...
just wanna share wats the feeling...
im happy those people by my side....
and im happy for those people who have found their way...
actually i miss somebody very much....
hope she can give me a call...
Lil Fren........
she told
the story ...
00:25
Monday, April 20, 2009
okae... u noe it...haha
change my blogskin.. haha...
tkde kerje.. mmg dasar tkde kerje.. terlalu rajin kot...
niwae.. lots of things happen lately.. weekdays is as per normal...
weekends will make it special.. as usual...
last weekend, saturday 18 april, was a trip down to bukit panjang with Dear..
its to his aunty house.. her cousin had a mini wedding der...
from 3pm till 7plus.. and tell u dat i feel damn tired although did nothing..
padahal dudok ajer tau... got my reason y i am tired haha...
so called not enuf sleep... thursday/friday nite sleep ard 1 or 2 am woke up at 8 all the way till friday/saturday 3.30am and woke up at 4 plus continue help ibu sleep ard 6plus and woke up at 8 and continue helping ibu.. fuh...
so and dats y i feel tired haha... esp tk buat pape...
went off ard 7.45pm.. den tot of head down home instead we went to yishun dam.. tell u although its nothing but fuh.. it was awesome.. haha..
and we did plan to have a picnic der one day to view sunset...
rch home ard 10... den sleep ard 12.. watch chinese movie with family...
nora msg abt sunday outing trip down to botanic garden...
and i say.. okae if its not too early in the morning...
so sunday is a head down to botanic garden.. which make me say wow.. hahahaa...
its a so called meet up with some of nora itqan camp gerls...
from 12plus till 2pm...
den head down back home.. i was tired..khehe...
day by day pass... feel something wrong..
will avoid from it for the moment...
im sorie if i did make a mistake...
niwae u make it u sound mad at me... r u??
entahlah...
Dear.. i miss you!!!! hahaha...
(kae my external hardisk is not here to load pics.. next time)
see yar ard next time... tc...
should make myself busy.. busy with home chores and tuition.. so i can just ignore the rest and will keep loving the loves ones...
she told
the story ...
23:58
Friday, April 3, 2009
i dunnoe wats up with me all this while...
im totally frustrated and fed-up...
i should relex and.. shouldnt go further...
just to let this anger out..
and i will stop meeting u or easy say...
i wont go out with u anymore till im ready...
she told
the story ...
00:29
