im fine...
had the whole day sleeping i guess...

had another terrible day...
yest Dear bike tyre explode when we was abt to enter expressway from wdlnds avenue 12...
there was this screw or paku quite long i think poke into his tyre...
it was terribly bad..we have to find any tyre shop asap... and so Dear did it...
told him left me at wdlnds and cont to find the shop.. but he insist in the end at gambas rd near sebawang rd the bike tyre seem to be flat.. and so i have to get down from the bike.. and and i did and in the end he left w/o me... quite bad rite.. haha.. nvm.. had a walk till sun plaza at sembawang... and called nora... she did accompany me.. thanx dearrie... haha... yar i really had a terrible week.. firstly my dad bike den Dear bike.. haiz... bad luck.. after get the tyre fix.. which quite fast as i just sit at sembawang interchange, Dear called me and askd where am i .... fetch me and went to yishun teh tarik for our supper late lunch... den mit my prnts at cwp and head home.. and yar not much thing we did...

and for today wat i do is wake up late do dis and dat surf net den back to sleep wake up eat surf net and cook for late dinner (mee teow) den surf net again.. haha like nothing better to do.. and tell u something dis is the first time i had my afternoon sleep since ive quit my job.. haha...

i noe seems unbelivable...

ouh yar me and Dear had some pics printed out..
mentang2 printer baru..
just now did printing for my mum pulut den i realise my ink colour is abt half aready.. ouh shit!! im dead! ayah will sure scold me one.. as the printer is new and not till 1 week the colour ink almost half gone.. haha...

i dunnoe wat im doing...
trying to figure out...
i did realise i did not take any initiative to find another work instaed wait for the one...
i did had my plan..
if i did not get the spf, ive tot of taking o lvl... after dat will work part time at child care center den taking part time diploma course in early childhood...
but while doing my o's what am i going to work as?? i just cant stay at shell forever.. just feel hate working der...
and i had some trauma to go back in architecture line..
not anymore after dis...
i noe... if ders a will ders a way.. but after experiencing it i feel like its the first and last.. when i think back, what other job can i do??
what a useless me...
how i wish... and its just a wish...