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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

here im blog again.. late nite..
think dat will my frequent time temporary....
khehe

let u noe something... i feel like i miss somebody....
missing him aready.. esp no msg.. his prepaid low and now i cnt help him till i get my pay.. haiz...
tulah kasi mak u lagi byk2 kan sendiri susah...
i miss fighting wif him and his smell.. ouh no...
Dear!!...muahahaha...

thinking of ending my work after chinese new year i cnt stand it anymore...
im tired of waiting should make a move.. ermm...

klah.. till here...
ouh yar will be busy till end cny.. and cuzzie from aussie will be here so think ill b busy.. so taking care...

Labels: missing him

she told the story ... 01:24

Monday, January 19, 2009

hey im here again late nite in the morning.. haha
everything goes well.. but...

something wanna tell...
i just hate dis dumpd bitch manager...
she really want to get rid off me.. dream on...
not u r the one who hired me...
ill make ur life difficult...
u dare me ill make sure... u will topple one day...
u think im scared.. go on.. u r Malaysian.. anything happen i noe the spore rules more better den u...
u got the wrong person to involve in..
firstly u use my name w/o i relise it.. and damn bitch dat time i just started work only a few bitch... u think i dunnoe anything abt dat place u got me wrong...
den next u try to tell people ard i got problem attitude and next u say i steal..
u say all the water in the office is smelly...
u crazy something wrong with ur nose.. malaysian is more smellier and dats y u like dat...
argh!! i noe u think im crazy saying like dat... but im so angry rite now she drive me crazy!!!

kae2 qilah cool relax...

im going to miss Dear soon.. wont be meeting him soon.. as both of us going to b busy..
hes away dis coming weekend and im working aftrnoon shft...
and chinese new year both of us working.. he working becoz of need to pay his bike and me supporting my life to carry on...
ouh gosh.. sound something terrible...
and one thing.. i want to change work.. any recommended??
life have been great for me only abit diff...
dats y its called LIFE...
i need my own time.. to think for WATS NEXT??

Dear have been patient with me.. i noe when the month comes hes in a big trouble.. but den i love him lots and lots...
i keep falling in love with u everyday...
u make my life brighter..

okae mcm jiwang pulak.. but its true a sudden of thought of talking abt him and appreciating him...
i really dun talk abt him.. but.. only in me...i only noe and god noes.. how important is he to me...
abit mistake or fite i will cry abt him.. yar i noe im crazy.. and i did say i wont cry for a guy.. its true i mean all my ex i didnt cry but hes the only one i did cry.. coz he really take my heart away... away with him...

Labels: life going crazy

she told the story ... 01:31

Friday, January 16, 2009

hello der.. should i say morning?? haha its 1250am im blogging...
haha i noe i should be in bed now..
as usual lah not sleeping early...
tomorrow in afternoon shift and also today..
and dats y im here... haha
and soo.. nothing much i had in mind to blog abt...
ermmm....
been slacking at home since monday to tues as im not working...
at home... eat and sleep and soon u will see me like.. balloon should i say.. haha
making my alternative plan aready... just on standy...
if still no respond.. will apply for private o... can i??

on tues i dunnoe wats wrong wif Dear he called and askd me out...
he suppose to be in camp but den.. entahlah kan.. ape angin datang...
but its good dat he was out..
i took the advantage of the situation ask him to send me to granma house at j.e which i plan to do so since morning.. but in the morning wake up early send maternal granma to polycinic for check up den home send gemok to sch and home and cook.. by the time eat i felt so tired and sleepy.. ape lagi tdo lah.. haha... and also i was suppose to accompany nora to "mos" den i told her i dun think so as i noe the meeting will end supper late.. and it was true.. hahaha.. lagi pon dat time baru bangun tdo.. haha

errmmm.. how can i make my life or my days feel meaningful?? as i keep feeling lazy..

and now im in trouble ive promise mum dat i will change my room with my brother and clear it of also i promise nora to go out ti bukit timah.. ouhno.. either so called lari rumah in the morning or just tell nora got soemthing happen haha...

called Lil Fren abt tommorrow mit.. but to no answer.. so let it be den...

and now i think i should go to bed.. or not.. tell u tommorrow will wake up at 11.. haha..
nie mcm org nak masok pinang tkpelah.. haha...
ouh yar i did wake up early dis morning as i had early nite yest.. haha
and tell u i had my sleeping system in proper back.. khehe

kaes taking care...

Labels: life

she told the story ... 00:53

Sunday, January 11, 2009

tot of changing blog skin but have yet to find one.. nvm.. can do it tommorrow...

how is it guys??

im fine...
had the whole day sleeping i guess...

had another terrible day...

yest Dear bike tyre explode when we was abt to enter expressway from wdlnds avenue 12...
there was this screw or paku quite long i think poke into his tyre...
it was terribly bad..we have to find any tyre shop asap... and so Dear did it...
told him left me at wdlnds and cont to find the shop.. but he insist in the end at gambas rd near sebawang rd the bike tyre seem to be flat.. and so i have to get down from the bike.. and and i did and in the end he left w/o me... quite bad rite.. haha.. nvm.. had a walk till sun plaza at sembawang... and called nora... she did accompany me.. thanx dearrie... haha... yar i really had a terrible week.. firstly my dad bike den Dear bike.. haiz... bad luck.. after get the tyre fix.. which quite fast as i just sit at sembawang interchange, Dear called me and askd where am i .... fetch me and went to yishun teh tarik for our supper late lunch... den mit my prnts at cwp and head home.. and yar not much thing we did...

and for today wat i do is wake up late do dis and dat surf net den back to sleep wake up eat surf net and cook for late dinner (mee teow) den surf net again.. haha like nothing better to do.. and tell u something dis is the first time i had my afternoon sleep since ive quit my job.. haha...

i noe seems unbelivable...

ouh yar me and Dear had some pics printed out..
mentang2 printer baru..
just now did printing for my mum pulut den i realise my ink colour is abt half aready.. ouh shit!! im dead! ayah will sure scold me one.. as the printer is new and not till 1 week the colour ink almost half gone.. haha...

i dunnoe wat im doing...
trying to figure out...
i did realise i did not take any initiative to find another work instaed wait for the one...
i did had my plan..
if i did not get the spf, ive tot of taking o lvl... after dat will work part time at child care center den taking part time diploma course in early childhood...
but while doing my o's what am i going to work as?? i just cant stay at shell forever.. just feel hate working der...
and i had some trauma to go back in architecture line..
not anymore after dis...
i noe... if ders a will ders a way.. but after experiencing it i feel like its the first and last.. when i think back, what other job can i do??
what a useless me...
how i wish... and its just a wish...

will be another busy upcoming week..
wed will be long hr shft from 7am till 7pm
thurs 2nd shift - 3pm till 11pm
fri 2nd shft - 3pm till 11pm
sat- break day
sun - 2nd shft 3pm till 11pm

so see ard another time..

Labels: just in life

she told the story ... 23:39

Friday, January 9, 2009

salam...
good morning.. not a fresh morning anymore as just woke up bath and eat.. muahaha...
how r u...
ive long type in yar...
ermmm...
as am i getting busy??
or nothing to post??
haha... dunt noe....

life have been great and adapting well... while waiting for my full time job application, i wark part time.. yeah..
at shell only as a cashier.. rather den nothing ders something... khehe..

went for my interview on 2nd jan.. SPF.. and waiting for there reply now.. after dat reach home and yeah.. had something like seoul garden at home.. haha Dear Nora Wakjor family dats all.. not dat alot and not really into a party...
ouh yar Lil Fren came after everything over... haha

sleep quite late and the sat i have to wake up early as i have to work.. haiz.. but its okae.. haha...

after work.. went out wif Dear after such a long time did not have a proper meet up.. and so.. yeah Dear had a bike.. wasso big and i think damn heavy muahaha...
park the bike at esplanade walk to marina.. eat at kfc as im craving for one.. haha (dah kalah kan mcm org mengandung) den walk ard bought him a gift dat is a wallet... den walk to suntec lepak at the garden as we waiting for dis couple Dol & Minah.. yeah.. dis Dol call Dear saying wanna mit up so yeah.. wait dem like an hour plus.. in the end went to marina barrage and mit dem der...
der was so cold and yeah i feel like sleeping man.. luckily got my caramel frap from starbucks.. haha...
den mit up wif Dol&Minah, Pakcik and new fren of dem.. yaeh.. went to changi for makan as Dear is hungry.. den mit up wif Aron for a while and back home.. haha...
reach home almost 12am.. hahaha....

0501.. i went to my old workplace as need to do some handover work..
tell u something as for dat day i eat 4 times a day man.. fuh.. morning before went out i eat mee siam.. den went out wif Lala eat again.. mee soto.. den mitup wif ibu i tell her dat i damn hungry man.. as i bough putu piring, i eat one packet of it haha while waiting my dad at courts.. den went to macdonald for a burger.. den reach home 2 hr later i eat ikan pari bakar... tak ke gemok tu nanti...haha...

06 and 07 work.. but on 07 after work, as im in morning shft, mit up wif Lil Fren and cuzzie went out catch a movie.. IP MAN.. cool man the kung fu.. fuh... den went to toys r us.. as cuzzie bought 'MANKEY" - monkey as my bdae present.. ish dah tua2 gini die kasi bende tu.. hahaha...
went for dinner at habourfront banquet den back home.. but i went mit Dear as he want me to accompany him to go doctor at alexandra hospital.. den way back home...

0801.. dat is yest.. seriously a day to... ermm.. dunnoelah.. haha... went to take my pasport ayah send me.. as der opportunity to go out jln2 as we r in dat area, dad decide to go "ah boy" kedai motor.. and as for me sempat tgk2 helmet haha.. den went to sim lim as ayah want to find something.. in the end we bought a printer together with scanner all which cost ard 90 bucks.. for me okae and worth it man.. haha... den way back home.. and guess wat.. tgh2 jln motor ayah rosak seh.. mula2 jln sikit2 in the end give up i took bus home with dat bulky printer.. fuh.. penat seh tangan lenguh.. haiz experince the worst man... so ayah.. go and check your bike.. and ttakot ar nak naik lagi khehe...

0901.. and today was in afternoon shft.. fuh.. wat makes me happy is Dear is going to fetch me haha.. tkyah lah penat2 balik jln kaki.. hahaha...

and yah.. cant wait cousin from aussie to come here.. yippie... so im looking forward for your arrival kaes..

klah take care dens...

Labels: full of life

she told the story ... 10:11

Friday, January 2, 2009

salam...
haha yar...
its 2nd january 2009 and happy birthday aqilah...
hope dis year will be a better year..

khehe... now i dun want anything.. nothing.. i just want my interview to success yeah.. pray for me...
keas goodnite wanna sleep tomorrow nd to wake up early...*big smile*

Labels: 20?

she told the story ... 00:48

Thursday, January 1, 2009

salam...
firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! DAN SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU HIJRAH...
khehe...

feel like typing out...

i dunnoe wat im doing lately.. but haiz.. as long i enjoy it..
new resolution.. azam... blom di buat.. but what i noe.. i should make it precious thing in my life and will spend every moment or make it the worth thing in my life..
yar im still down with what have happen no use to dwell on it life have to go on.. and its on going...

this is life and this is real world... you cant ignore it...

once again all the best up ahead...
love you all

Labels: happy new year

she told the story ... 01:11