Labels: what am i doing??

salam...
good morning.. haha yar im typing here 2.20am... haha jarang kan...
because i told my mum i want a computer table.. and so here im sitting on the new desk and a new chair typing out my post..
fuh.. cool.. kaya.. muahaha..
and ouh yar internet is back.. dats make me online haha...
jeng jeng jeng...
lots of things happen lately.. and yar i didnt mention the one dat im really upset with and i mite get over it soon.. haha

so wats up...
ive been terminate from my work... okae i noe dat word sound like im a bad employee rite2.. haha what to do.. people dun like or many thing dat they just mite want to get rid of us..
its okae..
ive been down with dat lately.. thinking about future.. what am i going to do after this??
hurmph.. still not sure yet...
while getting for a new job.. ive thought of working at shell back.. yar as a part time.. but den.. think abt it again at cck.. haha scared mit the people dat i dun wan...
so yar dats what happen to me..
Lil Witey also.. cool ha.. masok same2 kluar pon same2.. so Lil Witey.. dun forget me yar.. update each other...
and i need your prayers for my interview on 2nd january.. hope it success...

now Dear is happy.. got new bike yar.. happy tu happy lar but menyeksa.. mane nak bayar lagi haiz.. nevermind.. insyaallah ders a way out kae sayang...

new years coming and ive yet to think my azam..
what i noe is im going to work hard and hope i wont hurt anybody.. and happy ending for my family...
so wats ur azam??

updates soon.. take care...

Labels: just the way we live

Labels: life journey

Labels: lazy

Labels: love you so much

latest song dat i addicted...
and yes... ku merindu si dia....
miss u sayang...

[Shah:]
Ku merindu,
Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu
Selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu
Ku kan selalu menanti balasan cintamu

[Ella:]
Ku berjanji,
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu
Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

[Chorus:]
Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Usah kau ragui cintaku
Ku tetap merindu

Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Ku tunggu jawapan cintamu
Ku tetap merindu

Di saat ini hatiku rindu belaian cinta darimu
Ku harap kau merestui cinta dariku
Yang selalu setia menunggu dirimu…

Labels: ku merindu

selamat pagi...
im happy today.. and i dun mind feel sleepy.. khehe
Lil Fren thanx alot.. i noe its a last min mit up i think dats better rite...
should wen out together again one day...
miss going out wif u...
and after all the confession i understand alot..
dats better to noe the truth...
so so dun hide anything more okae...
love u lots...
and all the best to your future...
and and... i understand you better now im happy for you...
love u lots!!

Labels: im so happy Lil Fren

ouh yest is 15 December 2008
wohoo... anybody noes what is the dAte for...
its a year of our relationship...
haha...
okae nothing special happen as im still in k.l haha...
but we still remember... and dis sat is to catch up.. haha
and i missssss him so much as.. its been 3 weeks we never met.. haha
Dear i miss you so much...

i dun forget the important dates..
its been a year with you and lots of things we have been go through together hope this will last long and forever...
and thanx for all ur sacrifice and patience all dis while...
will fall in love wif you again and again...
love you much...

Labels: 15 december 2008

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Labels: yet another old days

Labels: p.s...

i should declare im lost...
lost in nowhere...
im excited at the same time im lost...
i dunnoe what should i feel...
come to think no use to think about it but to let it go...
but just to let it go just like that will memories be kept??

i miss the old her
i miss all about her...
its time for her to fly...
let her be as she is happy...
if she is happy and im happy for her...

i hope she will keep all the precious moments...
and all the moments that we have gone through...
nobody is perfect...

u cant turn back the time... but u can pray for it...
i miss school...
i miss the old me of doing everything and anything and even sleep late...

y the sudden i feel this way??
y the sudden of me??

people change.. yar we do as we growing...
from a little girl/boy to a big gerl/boy to a teenage person den growing adult and soon become a wife/husband and a mother/father to a child...
the life....
the real life...

feel like walking down the streets from town.. soon..

seeing the world...

as we live....

what is your goal in life??

for me.. haha..
i have it.. but i fail it somewhere but i just cant stop there...
am i right??
i stand up and theres alot of route to the success...
insyaallah...
i bring my face to the ground to praise You, may u forgive my sins.....

Labels: life

Labels: super duper excited

Labels: fulll of drama, going crazy, hate it

i keep wonder and wondering.. ermmm...
what am i wonder abt yar??
hurmph...
just wonder y people like to 'tunang'/'engage' and 'ikat'/'tie knot' for so long??
u didnt see any obstacle is it or u just dont trust ur partner and scared losing dem??

i always belive dis;
to love someone is to let dem go...

think my way of thinking is way different from others...

y am i suddenly think of dis??
Dear friends make my eyes open...
firstly,
ders dis couple if im not wrong dey just noe each other for some mths and within dat same yr dey get engage... they tie knot for 3yrs... fuh...
u dun trust ur partners is it?? u wont noe wats to come.. first yr together is still romantic after 2 yrs later lets wait and see...
secondly,
ermmm... bad for me to say dis lar... they plan to get married next yr april... too soon?? haha think let me the one who noes it... and for u to find out... but den they got engage recently last saturday... the funny part is all was plan by the guys mum.. and the gerl side was ready.. i was told dat the guy mum intend to hide it and make it a surprise... amazing rite.. haha
i understand the mum situation.. dun worry.. but please lah not funny if u try to make it a surprise...
thirdly,
just found out another of his friend guy propose to her gf... he want dem to tie a knot... haha
the gerl age 17 but tell u dis.. she look older den me.. haha.. and the guy is 21... okae2
its their life...

and so all the above is a real fact and all this 3 is from Dear groups of friend...
haha
me??
wait long2 lah.. haha
im dun want to rush things out.. i think Dear will be the last one to married just becos of me...
haha...

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