" sayang.. im sorie 4 makin sad and hurt.. shouldnt interfere wit ur dreamz.. i will give u my full support on joining tha spf.. im sorie.." and now and so...
what should i do??
im confused.. y??
"lets seperate 4 our sake.. 4 a while or forever the time will tell.."
so which is which??
ders hatred in this heart and also love...

he never askd y i do dis... kenapa kerana spf jadi mcm gini?? u will never askd what happen to me rite.. its okae den...
im confused...
i want to accept u back but one thing i still have the feel of hurt... hurt...
all dos harsh word not once but twice but pls.... im not a bloody person who u can fool around... just want u to noe dat...




it was fine during saturday...
he chill at my house from 2pm and we decided to go out after magrhib... and i decided to mit Lil Fren as he say hes juast follow wif the flow...
in the end Lil Fren is working so i decided to msg a fren of mine who stay near by and lepak-ing wif him.. Lil Fren bring some foods over... dat was sooooo nice haha... in the end der was alot of us gather at the voideck of 527... haha
as usual the guys plus dis minah were talking abt bikes non stop... and i was like stop it seh korg haha...
rch hm ard 2 plus.. haha and nobody to scold me khehe..
dats whr the sun turn into a sour day...
was teaching tuition when he msg me abt spf... i dunnoe how come he can be so agitated with it...
dun tell me becoz of the influence okae... i just hate it from the start...
and i really like no mood to everybody in the end... becoz of all the shits... argh... just hate to say it...
his problem plus my family prob... think i can go crazy wif dis...
hope he culd understand my situation... but nah....
haha

Labels: ders hatred ders love