heLlo helLo heLlo...
khehe..im quite ok after telling n askd advice from somebody...
since sun my mind not at peace...
alot of things ive been thinking...
alhamdulilah everything fine... think i need a time alone n do some thinking...

LiL Fren;
i think u need your space alone.. i hope u wont do a rash decision.. sit n think.. for now only dat i can advice you..
if u really have the answer den i think just go on but its not wrong being friend rather den go into another... (u understand it)
im wishing u goodluck on your journey...
and also.. i wont bother u a lot from today onwards when u think u need to do some talking do call me aites.. im waiting for your call once you are ready... take care Lil fren ("and you!! take care of her")

Witey Fren;
im sorry if u sees me avoiding from you since u come back from mc...
i think im getting use to independent at work... yar im going alone n i have to acept it and...also ur performance is very bad... i was told by N.H dat M.H call N.H... M.H say dat ur performance is totally bad n tot N.H recommend you... witey fren please take less m.c if u wan to stay longer here... actually witey fren i think im getting happy here as i learn alot of things n i think i wont go of till i learn everything... yar everything... yar we did promise b4 (i dunnoe weather it was a real or fake) but i think time to look for future...
another thing witey fren... i noe ur lilltle secret... but becareful i dun see a happy ending der...
my advice sit n think appreciate him before he go...

and lastly to my dearest frens;
im sorry for that day... yar i make attitude as im totally tired as thurs do all ur last min stuff and my werk its like multi tasking... fri rush my work and yar straight to ur place and do my stuff all... and i had a bad migrain n headache for dat week... i cant wake up in the morning n forcing myself to wake up and askd my granfather weather he culd send me to ur place and luckily he agrees... still cont to have a bad migrain n i keep it n show my happy smiley face... i was exhaus on dat day... once i reach ur place i call the place dat we need to go den something have not been cnfrm... so i nd to rush down in advance... i did dat n ppl say i disappear.. and only god noes where i go and what i do... came back from dat place and after dat is A.R... luckily i can negotiate to switch it wif orthers first... everything is tumble only D's noe how kancong i am as i got my migrain.. n keep working...only after dat i went missing... i went to other mosque to break fast stay der n i feel abit peace u noe... wen i come back i really hate the faces dat u guys give me atleast straight to the point i really dun hope dat the close one esp her give me dat attitude n dat make me decide to go home...
and now im saying sorry if all is my fault if i didnt follow for the 'masuk utan'
im totally famish... and dun blame u guys for mad at me coz u guys also tired as u guys didnt sleep the whole nite... im sorry...
good luck guys on upcoming journey and events... one thing my advice dun do last min anymore... its tiring ok and for u.a dun change the plan last min and the time is not like rubber band... for u.s interact more i noe u r tired bcoz of ur newborn... so guys soon and till we mit again for last meet i will join u guys for the iftar kaes... wokey dokie...

dis is wat ive been kept since sun n thinking since yest...
ive confess aready...
and yar here im going alone need my space alone...
i wont bother u guys anymore...
what my dear say is true...

friends come and go,
relationship stay if they really love u (and i have one who love me)
and family we should treasure n cherish dem...

dear thank you for ur support n advice...
now u are evrything to me as im going alone w/o dem
alhamdulilah... amin....

there she is confessing everything...not only friends she have probs also family...
haiz wat to comes lets wait what she have to say soon.... she have been patient all this while...
Nur Aqilah is a strong person insyaallah everything will fine... amin...